urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle I got what you want amediocre_romance@hotmail.com Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me. . . . . 2009-09-25T21:42:06Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:28332 2009-09-25T21:42:06Z 2009-09-25T21:42:06Z <br /><p style="text-align: center">Holy shit, I have not posted in my livejournal in fricken forever! Well I still live in the same place but with Theresa and Hassan now. Theresa moved in around august. I dont work at hollywood video anymore. I work at Rising Lotus as desk girl. I have a puppy now. His name is Jefferson Baxter. He is 4 months old, i got him for my 22nd birthday from Justin. Justin just got deployed 2 weeks ago. Shit sucks. I have barely any money and need a real job but instead im thinking of moving back to CA or going to college. Im fricken bored with everything. All my friends kinda hate me... well besides Michelle and Erica. I love them, they keep me positive and always put a smile on my face. Ok well some shithead wants to get tattooed so thats the end of this. bye</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:27223 2008-09-20T22:36:54Z 2008-09-20T22:36:54Z <br /><p style="text-align: center">So Im sick and it really fricken sucks.</p><p style="text-align: center">Things have been going pretty good.</p><p style="text-align: center">I transfered to a different store makin more money.</p><p style="text-align: center">I havent really been worried about guys lately.</p><p style="text-align: center">Ive kinda been annoyed with the whole thing.</p><p style="text-align: center">Everything at the house has been good.<br /><br />I love my fricken roomate!!</p><p style="text-align: center">Michelle and I&nbsp;had a waxing party.</p><p style="text-align: center">Oh soon shower party party, your all invited.</p><p style="text-align: center">I cant wait till halloween.</p><p style="text-align: center">I dont know what Im going to be yet.. hmm any ideas?</p><p style="text-align: center"><img alt="" src="http://a827.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/97/l_c67d5f92949cae6c77cfb82e780f94aa" /></p><p>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:26815 2008-06-06T06:15:18Z 2008-06-06T06:15:18Z Michelle and I got a HOUSE!<br />I bought some cool shit for it today.<br />Next week we get to clean it hopefully.<br />Come party with us! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:24936 2008-03-10T00:25:33Z 2008-03-10T00:25:33Z life without the internet is very cruel.<br />I cant wait till tuesday to get it back. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:24714 2008-02-21T18:32:16Z 2008-02-21T18:32:16Z Ski Trip Tomorrow bright and early!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:20463 2007-06-22T07:25:38Z 2007-06-22T07:25:38Z simon <font size="1">Ok so things have been pretty awesome.<br />Last night we made a horror movie and may i say its fricken awesome!<br />its called kappa kappa dead.<br />Its about 7 sorority sister make one cruel joke but it ends up being there last.<br />hahahah<br />were premiering it tomorrow at the 40oz club meeting.<br />So my birthday is coming up soon!!!<br />YAY Im excited.<br />I just wonder what all is going to happen on it.<br />So i think im kinda losing touch with all my friends in ca.<br />just a little.<br />I mean im lucky to talk to one of them at least once every two months.<br />Its kinda sad.<br />Erica and I plan on going out there in september, itll be great.<br />I talked to Vidya last night for like a quick sec.<br />she sent me this picture..</font><br /><img alt="" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v127/vidyamehra/000_0049.jpg" /><br /><br /><font size="1">seriously what the fuck <br />all black clothing and black ass hair<br />just looking at that makes me feel weird.<br />even though i look the fucking same just blonde hair and different glasses.<br />hahhahhahah those were good times though.</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:19461 2007-05-23T03:19:11Z 2007-05-23T03:19:11Z <p align="center"><font size="1">Went to Nashville last night with my ladies.<br />It was so fun<br />We shopped and shopped<br />we ate some sushi at rusans<br />and we got fucked up and hung out at the parthinon(however you spell that shit)<br />michelle and erica ran though the giant sprinklers.<br />We also peed in the titanic.<br />I have 2 days off YAY!<br />my lip hurts</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:19252 2007-05-20T07:40:20Z 2007-05-20T08:14:50Z <p dir="ltr" style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px" align="center"><font size="1">work sucks.<br />shit.<br />so i found out a friend from high school lives here which is weird as hell.<br />we threw erica a surprise birthday party.<br />it was so fricken difficult.<br />i was so damn stressed out.<br />but seeing her get shoved in the door almost falling on her ass was way worth all the money and time and effort.<br />I love this movie</font><br /><img alt="" src="http://www.hollywoodteenmovies.com/AlmostFamousBigPic.jpg" /><br />I wanna&nbsp;bone Jason Lee.<br />&amp; Patrick Fugit.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:18241 2007-04-16T21:32:01Z 2007-04-16T21:32:01Z <p>its good to see the people i care for a lot more often.<br />even when they are drunk as hell.<br />so things back home are kinda fucked.<br />at least i got out of there while i could.<br />I had this dream last night&nbsp;deff one to write down.<br />i was visiting kristen ar some weird dorm thing she lived at.<br />and we did 3 grams of shit.<br />pretty funny.<br />but in the dream jared leto (jn his younger years) was making out with me in the back seat of this random car.<br />but then we like pulled up to some house and braxton walls was there and i guess he was my boyfriend but he was mad at jared and was trying to have sex with me.<br />hahahaha man weird dream<br />there was more to it but oh well.<br />I just spent $200 shopping online just now.<br />i got some really cute shoes though.<br />i just cant wait for them to show up!<br />Its really weird that ive been in tennessee for a whole year now.<br />It boggles me that there are some people who were my cloest friends that i havent seen in a fricken year!<br /><br /><br />ok anyways, im going to get up and get dressed and do something with my life.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:18153 2007-04-05T03:29:24Z 2007-04-05T03:29:24Z <p>work work work work<br /><br />awesome quote..<br /><br />"I gave her my heart and she gave me a pen."</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:17886 2007-04-01T07:09:48Z 2007-04-01T07:09:48Z fight club <p align="center">ok so is it just me or was last night really damn crazy.<br />That party was so damn random.<br />Erica and I planned on not even drinking.<br />I got so messed up!<br />The drunkest Ive been since who knows.<br />Most the night I dont remember much of.<br />Fuck beer, fuck jungle juice, and fuck fuck fuck jim bean!!!!!!!!<br />Thanks to Matt me and Erica didnt die.<br />Ive been puking since 2 am.<br />Work was horrible. I want to die.<br />Oh yeah didnt the cops show up there or something...<br />And who the hell was it I made out with!?<br />Hmm<br />I saw Blades of Glory yesterday.<br />It was awesome, not as good as all the other Will Ferrell movies but it had its moments.<br />The best parts were when they were skating.<br />Man I was I could have sex with Will Ferrell and then just make him my best friend forever.<br />Now, who I really would like to bone everyday and wake up next to in the morning is that sexy ass Luke Wilson.<br /><img alt="" src="http://www.beyazperde.com/images/haber/4492-3001mackobyk.jpg" /><br /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:17553 2007-03-27T09:30:23Z 2007-03-27T09:30:23Z <p>Man I have the <font color="#00ccff" size="4">BIGGEST</font> boobs in the whole world<br />&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Whos watching blades of glory with me friday!?</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:17336 2007-03-26T09:16:45Z 2007-03-26T09:16:45Z <p align="center">Ok so yesterday was the 80s thing.<br />It was kinda a drag.<br />BUT! seeing everyone and getting all dressed up made it good.<br />I have to work so so so much this week! its dang crazy.<br />No progress has happened with my movie yet.<br />I really want to get goin on it!!<br />I hate my period.<br />Its such a little bitch!<br /><img alt="" src="http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e231/bmassa/party%20all%20the%20time/80smann001.jpg?" /></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:16919 2007-03-21T10:51:45Z 2007-03-21T10:55:59Z human league Ok so Ive been thinking about my whole making a movie thing.<br />Now im not talking about some great nice looking piece of work.<br />Im not doing any of that cutting and editing bull.<br />But I want to make an 80s movie!<br />I guess Im feeling the 80s theme right now ever since weve been planning for this 80s club night thing.<br />But yeah, a genuine Breakfast Club meets&nbsp;Fast Times at RMH&nbsp;meets Pretty in Pink thing.<br />I of course want all my friends to be in it!<br />Were going to need many people to fill some great rolls.<br />Such as ..the heart throb, the lonely girl, the geeky boy, the jock, the main girls best friends, the bully, and the popular girls.<br />But now remember Im talking I want to make this all 80s.<br />The talk, the style, the dancing,the personality, the make-up etc....<br />This is what i want people to look like in my dream film... also the character a person would play would very much so depend on what theyd wear.<br />Anyways.. if your interested holler!!!<br /><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="fashion tips"><br /><img alt="" src="http://www.sheilaomalley.com/archives/breakfast.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e231/bmassa/randomoo/Madonna_13.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e231/bmassa/randomoo/listeningclip.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e231/bmassa/randomoo/bana.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e231/bmassa/randomoo/242px-JohnnySlut.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://www.ultra-pop.org/images/band/go-gos.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://www.galeon.com/JoanJett/foto/JoanJett/joan3.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><br />Ok that was alot but you get my picture.</div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:16782 2007-03-20T07:32:56Z 2007-03-20T07:32:56Z I fricken work like a maniac!<br />I literaly put my sweat blood and today tears in to that place.<br />We need to hire some more fricken people!<br />I just want to sleep all day and party all night!<br />At least I have 3 days off this week.<br /><br /><img src="http://www.asoldierswishlist.org/our_sponsors/hollywood%20logo.jpg" /><br />F' that place! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:16545 2007-03-18T08:21:11Z 2007-03-18T08:21:11Z <img src="http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e231/bmassa/MarkRyden_MeatMagi.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /> Man I really want to make a movie.<br /> Not some high tech fancy all planned out one.<br /> But just wing it and go with the flow.<br />Like of course think of a story to go by and go one from there.<br /> Someone bring me a pear smoothie from b&r tomorrow.<br /> I want to get some. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:16267 2007-03-17T08:52:02Z 2007-03-17T08:52:02Z Word!<br />Im so coming back to livejournal.<br />So lets see whats up.<br />Ive been pretty awesome.<br />Hangin with some of the best people in the whole world.<br />Seriously, your friends cant compare to mine.<br />Well, unless they are the same people.<br />Lately Ive..<br />Went on a crazy trip to Nashville with Erica and Travis.<br />Worked<br />Dressed up as a mime and made a sasquatch video.<br />Worked<br />Had an animal party<br />Worked<br />Had a mustache fiasco<br />Worked<br />Serial Killer Night<br />Work Work and more Work..<br />Man im like a hollywood video maniac.<br />Im there like 8393 hours a week.<br />ok im out <br /><img src="http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e231/bmassa/animalcrossing.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:15784 2007-01-24T09:16:43Z 2007-01-24T09:16:43Z I am so fricken bored with my life.<br />All I do is work work work work work.<br />And when I ahve a day off, I do nothing cause Tennessee sucks ass!<br />Yes, I value the friendships I have here.<br />Truely, I love them.<br />I cant wait to go home. One week left!<br />Man Im lame and Im done.<br />Get drunk with me.<br />please urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:15509 2007-01-08T01:35:49Z 2007-01-08T01:35:49Z weird movie So its a new year. 2007 seems so crazy!<br />New years this year was a blast though, I got pretty damn wasted.<br />Im sick right now.<br />I have a slight cold so thank God i have these days off.<br />All I do is work and no play. It sucks.<br />On the 2nd Im taking a vacation and Im going back to California.<br />Im excited I get to see all my loves again.<br />Ok well im sleepy and im going back to my 40 hour sleep. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:15307 2006-12-15T11:07:36Z 2006-12-15T11:07:36Z so yeah.<br />all i do is work work work.<br />being a shift lead is getting old.<br />I want a new job, a higher paying one.<br />X-mas is in 10 days and im $77 negative in my account. bummer eh.<br />I love my new toothbrush.<br />I havent done crap in so long.<br />I havent even been drunk for like 3 months now.<br />LAMEEE!!!!<br />I wish I was in Ridgecrest well in California. <br />I miss my friends there. Being with them was always a party.<br />I cant find people who like to get fucked up every second here like we are there.<br />Anyway, me and Erica are having the most fun with mustaches lately.<br />I got a pack of 7 mustaches and the fun just dont stop.<br />Well im tried so goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:15039 2006-11-17T09:40:00Z 2006-11-17T09:40:00Z beck I want to start doing more with my time!<br />I want to actually live.<br />Go out and have an exciting day, EVERYDAY!<br />I want to start going out of town more often.<br />And meet new people.<br />I figure, Im not doing anything in life right now.<br />So why not make use of my time.<br />Before I start to get serious and all.<br />Ok goodbye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:14813 2006-11-09T09:03:01Z 2006-11-09T09:03:01Z I just watched John Tucker Must Die.. I highly recommend it.<br />It was like as good as Mean Girls.<br />Anyways, I got guitar hero 2 yesterday.<br />Its really awesome. The songs are great and it even makes you do encores and throws in surprise songs.<br />ok well get some bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:14537 2006-11-01T08:14:37Z 2006-11-01T08:14:37Z beck so halloween sucked.<br />im really sick.<br />like really sick.<br />So things are kinda working out for me to move back to ca.<br />im really excited about going back.<br />even just for the first visit.<br />oh its going to be party time ladies and gentlemen.<br />no trick or treater came to our house.. well like 3 did.<br />so we have a shit load of candy.<br />too bad im sick and cant eat any of it.<br />2 people quit at my work.<br />so if anyone wants a job apply now.<br />well goodbye<br /><br />ps i want to go to canada and alaska. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:14248 2006-10-18T08:11:01Z 2006-10-18T08:11:01Z washing machine Things never go my way.<br />I need a new life. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:olbrizzle:14034 2006-10-10T23:24:06Z 2006-10-10T23:24:06Z Today im going to be lazy!<br />Sit here and think about how much i miss all my babies.<br />I love you Amber Jo.<br />I want to go home!!!!!